Friday, June 17, 2016
What is My Truth?
Thursday, June 9, 2016
The Calf Dream
The Calf Dream
This morning I awoke from a strange dream. It began with myself and many
people standing outside and it seemed we were at my grandma and grandpa's
house. Everyone was clustered up together but me and they were all pointing
across the very large yard at something up by the fence and I heard someone
say, "Look a wolf!" I look in the direction they are pointing and I
see a wolf walking up the hill by the fence, then I count eight more! I run up
the hill in the front yard, to go inside because I know I have to let everyone
inside. I go through th house and open the back door and there is a baby calf
about ten feet from the door in the yard. I call to the baby calf and beg for
it to come inside. It looks from me to the wolves and back to me. I say,
"Please baby calf come inside or the wolves will kill you." The baby
calf hesitates but comes in the door. Once inside the baby calf tells me he
must go back outside or the wolves will kill all the people. I ask him not to
but he says he must go back out. The baby calf goes back out and all the people
pour into the door as I hold it open. I am desperately hoping they hurry so I
can scare off the wolves. After all the people are inside I look out and the
baby calf is lying dead in the yard. There is no blood or gore but I know the
wolves have killed the calf. I am so sad until I see a form of a calf rising up
out of the calf's body, sprouting wings and flying away. That was the end of
the dream but I was sure it had a meaning. I asked what it meant after it was
over but it was the one thing I could not remember. I had a feeling that the
baby calf was a very significant person but after I woke up I couldn't pinpoint
who.
I asked friends that are intuitive and psychic and they told me the baby cow
was representative of Jesus and that the setting was at my grandma's because
that was where I had always felt free to be me.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
Her Inner Space
Once inside the door she would continue on the path that ran uphill quite a distance with a gentle slope. The trees seemed to allow more light through their leaves just inside the door. There was a river just to her left that produced gentle bubbling sounds as it worked its way downhill. As she neared the top of the hill the forest thinned more and opened up to a beautiful meadow. Her face felt warmed by the kiss of sunshine. Each time she arrived she gazed up at the magnificent blue sky that was blessed with a dabbling of cottony white clouds. Sunlight always shone down upon the meadow brightly, however it was never too hot there. The river had spread out wider and appeared to not be moving at all. The surface of the water mirrored the trees and purple mountains in the distance on the other side like a sheet of glass. Colorful ducks swam lazily near the bank cutting v-shaped wakes that glittered like sparkly diamonds in the serene waters.
She would watch the ever present ducks for a while before turning toward the meadow that was full of cheery flowers displaying a wide variety of yellows, oranges, pinks, whites, purples and blues. She loved the explosion of colors impressed by how vibrant her favorite flowers seemed on this side of the door. She admired them and smelled them but she never picked them because she couldn’t bear to hurt them. She traveled down a narrow dirt path to a very large gnarly oak tree. Some days she would be greeted by animals as she walked the path. Often those were animals that had been near and dear to her heart. Sometimes they were a variety of wild animals that greeted her, but they never scared her and they always spoke so that she could understand them. Some told her amazing tales or discussed things that troubled them about the human race and the harm they were causing to the Earth.
In the distance beyond the great oak tree there was more forest, but this time the pine forest, covering the foothills and mountains in the distance. She would finally arrive at the giant tree that provided a cool green shade during the heat of the day. Here under the oak’s umbrella she would sit and wait patiently with her question on her mind for those who would come. Some days loved ones would visit her talking with her, offering her advice and often she cried because she missed them so. On other days, people that she had no recollection of knowing before coming here, would visit with her. They would answer her question and explain to her things she did not understand. They helped her to freely open her heart to her truth, encouraged her to speak her truth as they advised her. These strangers were always kind, gentle and calming. Once in a while she would just sit under the tree and soak up everything that she could see, hear, smell and feel.