The Snow Leopard Meditation

 In my meditation I found myself high upon a snow covered mountain in Asia looking over a lush green valley in the distance. I realized that in spite of the snow and the altitude I was not cold. I thought about my love for our wonderful home, Earth and how she is suffering at the hands of many because we have forgotten how to live as one with her. A beautiful snow leopard came and sat beside me on the rock that I was on and we talked for some time. He was truly upset for his habitat will slowly be disappearing at a more rapid rate. A real sadness radiated from the snow leopard as we spoke about the changes mother Earth is going through with the loss of glaciers and arctic ice. He said real changes need to be made by people to get our great mother back in balance and that we should use our collective love and energy for the good of our home.


We sat for some time watching the lush green valley changing before our very eyes. Trees being cut down, land being moved, buildings being built until the entire valley was filled with a city that produced smog and pollution in the river. The snow leopard looked at me with tears in his beautiful golden eyes and asked for our help.

When it was time for us to part told him I was grateful that he had come to me, shared my lesson and his message. I asked if he would visit with me again. He told me that he would always be with me and that when I looked into my house cat’s eyes he would be there within him. I am thankful that he and I are part of the great Oneness and that we are all connected. We simply have to choose to awaken and connect.

In the December/January 2013 Issue

We are so much more...

At first we thought the black liquid coming from the ground was oil, yet it had a different smell. It was the same texture as oil with a sweet airy scent and carried a prismatic rainbow sheen when in sunlight. We gathered the liquid in a jar and sent it off to be tested. We were sure we had struck it rich and we began writing down all the ways we would spend our millions. Our first choice was to move from our old farmhouse home to the Fiji Islands to live in a fabulous beach side home on stilts near the ocean. Our second choice was a modest log home on the side of a mountain in eastern Tennessee.

Two days later, we learned about the test results of the black liquid in the strangest of ways. A SWAT team descended upon our property aiming their weapons at our house. A team f men and women swooped in carrying equipment and wearing the white protective gear of the CDC. They informed us that were were under quarantine and demanded to know if there was any more of the black liquid in the house. My father had to show them where we found the oil and a fence was erected with in hours around the perimeter of our farm. We were told if we attempted to leave the house before they moved us we would be shot immediately. As others worked to monitor our blood and set up a containment system the leader informed us that they believed the black liquid was a contagion that could wipe out humanity entirely. They were there to use us to hopefully come up with a cure before the contagion got out of control.

A steel container was air lifted in and set in our front yard. Armed CDC personnel escorted us to the container and locked us in. The container was furnished with a stocked kitchen our clothing, a restroom, furniture, places to sleep, food, and a state of the art air and water filtration systems. We could watch TV but had no other connection to the outside world. We played games, put together puzzles, read books and drew but after a week w began to become restless. This was not fun like a vacation and I hated not being able to go outside. The only pain we felt was the pain of separation from the outside world. It seemed like it had been years since I saw the sunrise or sunset. I looked over at my mother and she seemed to be shimmering in the light, I wondered if I was beginning to lose my mind. Then I looked at my own hand, it was shimmering too! Slowly we became clear, see through. I walked to the door to test my sanity knowing it had been locked for weeks I wanted to prove to myself that I was losing my mind. I reached for the doorknob and my hand went through the container door. I called my parents over and showed them. There was no pain, and no hate for our captors as we walked through that door one by one into the sunlight.

It wasn't a contagion, or a disease, it was the blessing of truly being free. Now nothing holds us back and we are as we are meant to be. May others join us.

Perhaps...

Perhaps it was a dream, she thought lightly. Every thing was so perfect. This man she was with.. Maybe if she pinched herself she would wake up, but she didn't ever want to wake up. She wanted to stay in this world where the entire world was at peace. There were no wars, no hunger, and no hate. So much love and so perfect!

She sat on a bench watching the early morning sun rising over the green valley while song birds cheerfully were chirping  and flitting from tree to tree. She glanced over at the young man sitting on the bench beside her. She had met him a few months ago and knew that she loved him deeply. He was everything she wanted in a partner. They had met for breakfast on this morning before he went to work.

She smiled and when he looked over at her, he took her hand and softly asked, "Will you marry me darling?"

She smiled again for she loved his accent which was so different from hers and she responded, "Yes, my love."

Her whole life with him suddenly flashed before her eyes, their wedding, their children, their grandchildren, their whole lives with every happiness she would ever feel. She blinked and she was standing at their bedroom window looking out at the mountains and valley cast in a bluish light caused by the morning chill and mists. She was older now. Her love came up behind her and wrapped his arms around moving her long gray hair before her kissing her softly on the neck. 

"You have always made me so happy," he whispered. She turned to kiss him, and studied his finely lined face and white hair. She smiled and then kissed him. Unexpectedly sadness gnawed at her heart for the first time she could ever remember.

"I don't want to leave," she thought silently as they kissed tenderly.

Immediately agonizing grief overwhelmed her, as she woke up in her own bed and tears poured from her eyes. Her love was gone and the heartbreak seemed more than she could bear! She tried to go back! To go to sleep, to get back to that time, that place, that life, but the dream became cloudy and faded away leaving her with a sorrow that she could not shake for days. 

Experiments in art

Long ago (excerpt 3) The Ride

 The Ride

The ride through the forest was peaceful and relaxing although she barely took notice that he was riding behind her. The sunlight barely filtered through the leaves of the canopy creating a cool green cast to the fern covered forest floor. She took in a deep breath and released it slowly allowing the feeling of peace and contentment that she found here nourish her soul. The sound of the horses' hooves and occasional snuffling was all there was to be heard other than the songs of birds. The rode for hours as her mind and soul fed on the peace and tranquility of the forest. Finally, the trees thinned out opening up to a large, nearly level clearing that was adorned with wildflowers, where she passed the remains of five charred cabin and the still standing stone chimneys. These were remains of another lifetime for her and the other people she had once loved.

The sun shone brilliantly in the sky that was speckled with a few fluffy white clouds. She looked down at the thick, tall grass of the man-made meadow, the specking of wild blue flax refusing to glance toward the chimney for it would bring forth the tears that she was not willing to contend with on this beautiful day. She continued riding until she neared the river's edge where she dismounted and led her horse to the water so it could drink. She stood beside the horse and absentmindedly stared out across the width of the lazy river. The trees were reflected in the smooth water on the far side of the river leaving their greenish cast upon the surface. Its glassy surface was flat, silken and reflective. A few ducks swimming broke the surface near the bank leaving their little v-shaped trails that sparkled like diamonds. She smiled as she watched the ducks for they reminded her of her little sister who had loved them so much. He dismounted silently and stood behind her not wanting to interrupt her solitude. He would be there, if and when she needed him.

After staring at the river for nearly a half hour she turned toward the charred remains of the cabin that once stood there in the middle of the meadow. At the sight of the chimney of the still standing chimneys her fear and pain welled up inside her chest. She vividly recalled that she and Robert had sat on the large stone near her family’s cabin and he had tried to kiss her

Who am I?

I am not sure where my soul is from or what my true purpose is here on Earth, but there are untold stories with in me and they come out in words and art. Perhaps I am a mixture of different stars or an ancient soul placed in this time and place to tell a story. 

And So It Begins...

      A soul birthed out of the Infinite Creative Source of ALL THAT IS. A beautiful soul of Love. Love was happy, filled with joy, creativity, giving love, and receiving love. This soul created beautiful things until the soul felt there was no more to create. The soul asked to learn more so that Love could create more. And so, it was given.

    The ceremony of division was simple as ALL THAT IS allowed Love to divide into two separate entities. Now Love could see and create from a new perspective. The two halves of Love chose the names Seren and Sirius so that they could be separate yet the same. The process was simple.

     ALL THAT IS gave Seren and Sirius permission to create. 

     Seren stood before him in the new body she had chosen on the earthly plane. She closed her eyes and bowed her head before the union ceremony began that would tie them together, so in the future they would understand that they were actually one. She focused on her love for him and how wanted to show him her love. 

      He watched her wondering if she was changing her mind about their separation union. He knew she was the gift to him from ALL THAT IS.  Love had done this despite the fact that they would have to leave their home and live on Earth. Sirius was taking her as his companion, his twin flame, his most treasured one. She knelt before him to honor him and he lifted her up to place her above him. What a glorious experience this would be for she had given him power and he had chosen to worship her.

     The temple filled with a luminous light as if the walls were glowing with a warm golden-white color. A rainbow of colors swirled before his eyes as they wrapped around their two new bodies. He thought he was hallucinating and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he saw far more than he expected...Other souls had seen and joined them in the experience.

And so it began…