Last night I was guided to release an early life emotional trauma that caused me to believe that I was unimportant and should not be heard. Is it important for you to know what it is? I do not think so for even to me it was a blurry moment in time and I was unsure of the exact event that triggered it even though I could come up with how old I was. This morning I realized that I had done the best I could with my own children to stop the cycle and I announced it to that person. We talked about their opinions, I let them make choices yet I tried my best to keep them safe. Yes, I had mom moments, sometimes they thought I wasn't being fair, and as they were growing up I heard the phrase, "You always let...", but I think I gave both of them the love that they needed and the lessons they needed to be who they are today. I have wonderful loving daughters and I am proud of them. They are strong and free to be themselves.
I miss my mom terribly and I forgive myself for holding onto the things that were her baggage. These things do not serve me and my silence no longer serves me. I have discovered my voice and I fully intend to use it in the best of ways.
I am strong, powerful and free! I am light, peace and love. I am who I need to be and what I need to be at any given moment. I am a gift from the Divine to those who know and love me. I am love, I am love and I am loved. I am that I am.
May the love and peace of the Divine reside in your heart today and everyday for that is the truth.
Many Blessings
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