My Heart Weeps

My heart weeps tears of joy and those of grief for all that I love. I love as no other can, everything that exists. There is such beauty and such perfection all around us from the simple perfection of our world to the complex perfection of human nature and the lessons we are sent to learn while in this place of duality and separation from our Creator. All things were in perfect balance on this vessel of beautiful harmony and then something happened, some step in evolution where mankind chose to throw nature out of balance. There are cycles of mankind that we lose because we obliterate ourselves, cycles of the seasons, oceans, planets, water, rocks, life and death. all of these work in perfect harmony until humans interfere. And yet still it is perfect because we are allowed free will to decide what we want.

Ra-Ta and Isris

She stood before him, this soul she had chosen on the earthly plan. She closed her eyes and bowed her head before the union ceremony began focusing only on her love for him and the beauty she wanted to portray.

He watched her as her head bowed wondering if she was changing her mind about their union. He knew she had been gifted to the king but had chosen him instead. She had done this despite the fact that they would be made to leave their respective schools and exiled from the kingdom by their king.

The temple filled with a luminous light as if the walls were glowing with a warm golden-white color. A rainbow of colors swirled before his eyes as the colors wrapped around their two bodies. He thought he was hallucinating and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them he saw more than he expected.

Amidst the swirling colors she glowed brightly from within with a brilliant violet-white light. Her feathery wings had appeared and she had opened her brilliant blue eyes. She was divine, regal and heavenly.

Intricate Perfection

     Mother Earth is constantly changing and has done so over the billions of years she has been in existence. These were changes that she made as she grew and developed into the life giving planet that she is today. If you think about how she is structured and  built she is a beautiful example of perfection from her insides to her surface. Every living thing and every cycle is part of an intricate living planet. Our Mother is weary of her children, her animals her plants being destroyed. She is tired of mankind abusing her surface and annihilating her ecosystems.  She will do as she always has in the past she will continue to change and take care of the problems she is having. We as a species may not like or accept what she does or how she does this and some will deny that it is happening when it occurs.

     Can we change this? If we all worldwide began now to love and to care beyond or small space we call our life change could happen. Will it be


The Divine is in us all, living and experience life as we know it here on Earth.

If We Only Knew...

Sweet Divine children of the Wondrous Creator know that you are loved beyond measure and more than you could ever imagine. If, while we are on Earth, we would all pull together as one collective group instead of different factions we could be more powerful than we ever realized. We could stop hate, fear, wars, diseases, famines and hunger. Be the Love!

Healing

Last night I was guided to release an early life emotional trauma that caused me to believe that I was unimportant and should not be heard. Is it important for you to know what it is? I do not think so for even to me it was a blurry moment in time and I was unsure of the exact event that triggered it even though I could come up with how old I was. This morning I realized that I had done the best I could with my own children to stop the cycle and I announced it to that person. We talked about their opinions, I let them make choices yet I tried my best to keep them safe. Yes, I had  mom moments, sometimes they thought I wasn't being fair, and as they were growing up I heard the phrase, "You always let...", but I think I gave both of them the love that they needed and the lessons they needed to be who they are today. I have wonderful loving daughters and I am proud of them. They are strong and free to be themselves.

I miss my mom terribly and I forgive myself for holding onto the things that were her baggage. These things do not serve me and my silence no longer serves me. I have discovered my voice and I fully intend to use it in the best of ways.

I am strong, powerful and free! I am light, peace and love. I am who I need to be and what I need to be at any given moment. I am a gift from the Divine to those who know and love me. I am love, I am love and I am loved. I am that I am.

May the love and peace of the Divine reside in your heart today and everyday for that is the truth.

Many Blessings

The Birthing Temple

 The Birthing Temple was a place for selected young women, trained to serve for the greater good and motherhood.  Isris’s mother was selected as a perfect body type and consciousness for delivering a new soul to planet Earth. She had been trained in the Temple Beautiful and her selected mate was a young man training as a high priest for the Temple of Sacrifice. Her mate had also been prepared in thoughts, motivation, attitude and vibration to be at his best for the time of conception.

Both of Isris’s parents approached the serious task of creating a new soul with joy and excitement. Their goal was simply to create a healthy body to host the new soul coming to Earth. Everything that the couple had done individually over the past twelve months was leading to the moment of conception.  They had studied, exercised, meditated, listened only to the best music, been tested, and ate only the best of all the right fruits and vegetables. They had not suffered any stress during the twelve months.

The chamber of creation was prepared with soft light, special foods, scented candles, music and the softest linens upon the bed. This was the way to permeate the atmosphere with blessings, positive energy and to ensure their union with higher purpose and motives. The conception was to be performed without sensual gratification in order to attract higher-minded souls to the body of the child that was being created. This would ensure that the body created did not vibrate at a level lower than the parents did.

When the young woman, Ka-set was thirteen and it was the optimum time for her ova to release, her mentors led her to a secluded room in the chamber of creation. She was young and this was her first time to attempt to conceive. She dressed in fine white linen embroidered with gold thread. She wore a moonstone necklace set in pure silver to attract the energy of the moon. She was beautiful in every way, her smooth hairless skin was a cinnamon color and her eyes were dark brown. Her long dark brown hair braided with beads made from white shells.

The young man selected for her was tall and handsome. They brought him to the room and introduced them. Ka-sat looked him over carefully as she smiled slightly. His skin was brown and his hair was black.

Once Isris was conceived, her parents were separated and her mother returned to the birthing center where she lived in the ideal situation to keep up her vibration, thoughts and emotions

Isris was born the daughter of the high priest of the Beautiful Temple. She spent her first years in the birthing center raised by her mother with all other women bearing children and raising them to age three. 

Messages

Today I chose to sit outside during my meditation. This is actually my favorite place to meditate and my visions and messages are always stronger. I did my meditation right after sunrise. It was the perfect temperature and there was a breeze blowing swaying the trees. Birds were singing and I played the Stargate Meditation.Today I felt pulled away from my body. It is difficult to express what I see while this is happening but it is beautiful. The light, the colors and the images I get are amazing. More important are the messages I get. Today my messages were many. What to do next year at work, that I am always connect to the Divine, that I see, heal and love, my guardian angel has always been the same and that those I love  are always with me in my heart. I am told told that we MUST love! It is crucial to our healing and yet we are all loved at every moment.