Sunday, December 22, 2013

Giving Thanks

I have had an interesting 12 months. Last December on 12/21/12 I had some of the most intense experiences as I meditated. Since then I have learned so much and healed many things in my heart. I am sure I have a long way to go upon my journey, but I no longer feel the fear and distress that I once did. I have had unusual dreams and amazing visions and made my way back to my heart space. I have been amazed and will continue to be as my new spiritual connection continues to grow and develop. I have been to many Oneness Blessings, become a Deeksha Oneness Blessing Giver, and released the one thing that caused me the most grief in my heart, I broke my ankle only to learn that it was not necessary for me to be at school the first few weeks of the school year. Caesar my buddy was my closest companion while I was unable to walk. I learned about myself and my dormant talents and ventured into business using my talents. I have worked on my book and excited to say I hope to publish it soon. I have been to the North American Darshan and a Muhtki Deeksha. I met James Twyman at a workshop I have made new and wonderful friends that I hope to never lose as they are a part of my soul group. My daughter has come home from overseas and my grandchildren are growing so fast. My husband and I have been empty nesters for some time and enjoy it immensely.

I give thanks to God for all that I am blessed with. I am grateful for all lessons and guides that assist me. I choose to say YES! I will be all that I am destined to be. I am an Instrument of God's Peace, I am love, I am light, I am One with all, I am one with God.

Peace, Love and Light.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Think Before You Speak!

"I am.

Two of the most powerful words; for what you put after them shapes your reality."

~ Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

Therefore,

I am God's Love.

I am the Peace of God.

I am the Light.

I am One with All.

I am One with God.

 

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

In Peace, Love and Light,

Namaste


Sunday, December 8, 2013

A Profound Experience

     Several years ago when my mother was in the hospital and slowly dying the doctors were keeping her comfortable as possible. I spent several evenings visiting her and begged for her forgiveness for something that was not my fault. The only fault that was mine was that I had not forgiven her sooner for what I decided she had done wrong. She discussed with me that there was a do not resuscitate order and that I was not to fight my sister when it came time. I agreed to this knowing that was what she had always wanted.
     I was on my way to work on her last day totally unaware that it was to be just that. I received a phone call from my sister telling me that they were removing the breathing machine because my mother had requested it. Instead of going to work I went straight to the hospital. We had to wait awhile while they found my mother a new room. All day long my mother was cheery and chatted and in the late afternoon my husband and youngest daughter came to visit. I went to the waiting room to visit with them because they couldn't all come to the room and they had brought me supper. I ate with them and said our good byes before returning to my mother's hospital room.
     Once there my aunt had said they had been looking for me because my mom was starting to have difficulties. We talked a bit and suddenly my mom tried to get out of the bed. I tried to help my sister and cousin hold her so she wouldn't fall. What I saw then in her eyes I will never forget.
     To understand what I saw you will have to first know what my mother's eyes looked like in life. She had the most amazing dark olive green eyes with little chestnut brown flecks scattered through them. They were always that color. What happened to her eyes when she tried to get out of bed is something that had troubled me for several years afterwards. My mother's eyes changed from that wonderful green to those of a wild animal. They literally changed color from green to a brownish yellow color just moments before she laid back and exhaled her last breath. It was if she were staring right through me. It seemed that she was angry because she was dying and she may have well been because she was a fighter and had fought to live for fifty years. Her last exhale was a long sighing sound and after that she didn't even resemble my mother any more.
     At the time the entire event freaked me out and left me devastated. I recall hiding around the corner in a chair crying, too numb to talk and too freaked out and actually scared to look at her body. I know my sister and aunt kept asking me if I was okay but all I could do was comfort rock and hide.
     What I have come to understand six years later is this: We are not our bodies! We are a soul that uses a physical body to experience things here on Earth. How do I know this? The body I helped keep from falling out of the bed was no longer my mother. The body that lay on the bed dead and not breathing was not my mother. The soul that was the very essence of my mother was gone from that body. Everything that was my mother had vanished and crossed over passing through the veil that separates us ever so slightly.
      I truly believe the eyes are the window to the soul and you can see when the soul is not there.
     I know my mom, dad, and sister are just over there on the other side. And for anyone that needs to know more of the truth; just know that my phone was laying on the couch a foot from me and it lit up for no reason while I typed this a message that she knew I wrote this. (There were no texts, not calls and no emails.)

Peace and Love

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

My HeartSpace

In my heart space I only feel love and peace, there is no fear and there are no worries.

 

Friday, November 22, 2013

Recommened reads

James Twyman:
The Moses Code
Emissary of Light

Doreen Virtue
Angel Numbers 101

Joyce McCartney
The Book of the Highest Good Vol. 1

John Van Auken
Edgar Cayce's Tales of Ancient Egypt

Jennifer O'Neill
Soul DNA

What I Envisioned During Meditation

One of my favorite meditation albums is John DeHaan's Stargate Meditation Dominus Cervix.

This is what I see when listening to the Cleansing of House and Environment.

First there are angels singing then star nations join in. The birds and like creatures of the universe join in soaring, singing and dipping. The elephants trumpet and angels blow their trumpets as the star song is sung. Giraffes and other four-legged life forms and animals sway to the song. Mother Earth and all planets begin singing. Whales, dolphins and fish begin jumping and breaching. All two leg life forms join the dance, swaying and singing in praise. Now all star nations have joined and sing. Then you are HOME! Where is home? Where the Divine lives.

Friday, November 15, 2013

Inspiration and The Peace Prayer

Inspiration is given to me by the Divine daily, often many times a day. Sunrises and sunsets, trees and animals and looking into the eyes of children reminds me of how all things are meant to be and are happening perfectly. Nothing makes me happier to see the beauty in all things great and small, for each is intricately and perfectly designed by the Divine. Open your eyes and see the beauty of each soul that you meet, bask in their reflection, learn who you are. We are all connected, we are all as One and we are all divine. Do not dwell in fear, but release fear and open your arms to Love. Allow the Divine to flow from you for you are filled with the Love of the Divine and the Divine has never left you.

This is one of my favorites and it was made even better by James Twyman singing it!



The Peace Prayer
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is error, the truth;
Where there is doubt, the faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
And where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master,
Grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled, as to console;
To be understood, as to understand;
To be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.



I am an instrument of Thy peace. 

Many Blessings.
In Love and Peace

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Charges

I got a charge yesterday. My first one in the last few weeks . I was angry, drove home, and I stayed quiet until I was sure I could control my tongue. Then I said what needed to be said and it was gone. A year ago I would still be angry and never would have said what needed to be said. I thank the Divine for this new way of being!There is nothing better than being able to feel a feeling and then to let it go.

:)

Peace and Love!

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

I said "YES!"

I have said "Yes" to my path! I am excited and so very, very blessed to be at the beginning of my journey led by Spirit! I am writing and drawing and know where I am heading. I cannot contain my happiness! I smile more and I am happier than I have been in years. Who knew that these small things I used to do would be what brings me the most joy and peace. The Divine is perfect! The Divine lives within me, loves me, blesses me and protects me.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

That Which is Truly Amazing

Every day there are miracles, small miracles and enormous miracles. The fact that all the star dust and elements that are combined to make our human bodies is a miracle. That we awake each morning and live another day is a miracle for our bodies while complex, amazing in their workings are just bodies and can easily left behind. Every drop of rain that falls is a miracle. Sure scientists have studied the water cycle and have found the components of water but really what created all that? Every breathe we take, every emotion we feel and every thing that we see are miracles. We are surrounded by miracles, hundreds of them each day, some complex and some simple. All we have to do is become aware of them!

There is a Divine force in our universe that is far greater than we imagine, a force, an energy and a light so powerful that holds everything together, creates everything and fills our bodies with that spark we call a  soul. We are souls attached to a mere body created specifically as a vessel to carry our soul while we experience being human and learning lessons. We are all part of the Divine, we are all loved by the Divine, each and every one of us.

It is a miracle that we are not our bodies but that we are souls. We were created by a loving powerful God that wanted us to have and experience whatever we wanted. You say but why would some people chose this or that? The offered their services to you and came for their own lessons. Our Divine lies within our own heart, that is the place of the soul. It does not matter who your Divine is. When the heart grows and expands and love is shared with our fellow humans that is when the Divine is shining through us. The kingdom of God resides within our own hearts it is pure there and when we go within we find the strength and power that we need to change ourselves. Life can be made better by changing our perspective and outlook. We cannot change others, only ourselves and how we see others. Our brains are mere computers used to run our bodies and download information from the world around us. Our brains come up with the chatter of ego that puts us down and tells us we are not good enough. Reality is that we are all good enough, we are all valuable and we all have a Divine purpose. There is a place in each of us where the divine resides waiting for us to awaken to our true purpose... Loving  and helping one another while on this world, working for the highest good for ourselves and others.

May your day be filled with love, miracles, peace and many blessings!

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Dreaming and Getting Interpretations

I saw Kevin Todeschi speak about dream interpretations at the Universal Light Expo in Columbus, Ohio yesterday. He spoke of some odd dreams and explained their meanings, but honestly, I wish I had seen him today to tell him mine from last night!

This morning I awoke from a strange dream. It began with myself and many people standing outside and it seemed we were at my grandma and grandpa's house. Everyone was clustered up together but me and they were all pointing across the very large yard at something up  by the fence and I heard someone say, "Look a wolf!" I look in the direction they are pointing and I see a wolf walking up the hill by the fence, then I count eight more! I run up the hill in the front yard, to go inside because I know I have to let everyone inside. I go through th house and open the back door and there is a baby calf about ten feet from the door in the yard. I call to the baby calf and beg for it to come inside. It looks from me to the wolves and back to me. I say, "Please baby calf come inside or the wolves will kill you." The baby calf hesitates but comes in the door. Once inside the baby calf tells me he must go back outside or the wolves will kill all the people. I ask him not to but he says he must go back out. The baby calf goes back out and all the people pour into the door as I hold it open. I am desperately hoping they hurry so I can scare off the wolves. After all the people are inside I look out and the baby calf is lying dead in the yard. There is no blood or gore but I know the wolves have killed the calf. I am so sad until I see a form of a calf rising up out of the calf's body, sprouting wings and flying away. That was the end of the dream but I was sure it had a meaning. I asked what it meant after it was over but it was the one thing I could not remember. I had a feeling that the baby calf was a very significant person but after I woke up I couldn't pinpoint who.

I asked friends that are intuitive and psychic and they told me the baby cow was representative of Jesus and that the setting was at my grandma's because that was where I had always felt free to be me.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Oneness Weekend Revisited

I am not sure where to begin with my weekend. I had fully intended to be a blessing giver on Saturday, but found instead that it was a day meant to be filled with much cleansing and releasing of things that had caused me pain. Things that I thought had been let go of previously. There was pain caused by my mother that I thought I had released in July and the worst pain of my heart being the death of my father. I honestly thought I had gotten it all out when he passed away but in all honesty I was actually deeply wounded that he had left me behind. It seems that each processing takes one deeper into the root of our pain and allows us to wash it away by feeling it in the very core of our being before releasing it to God. People wash away their pain in a variety of ways such as crying, wailing, laughing, screaming, coughing and even vomiting during their release. After all this I felt drained of all energy and was grateful that I went to supper with good friends.

Sunday was beautiful with the inner child processing. I have the happiest child inside me, so curious and carefree it is just beautiful. There I was soaring with a hawk, chasing little yellow butterflies across the fields filled with flowers and picking flowers that were my mammaw's favorite. Then there was ancestor processing where we invited our ancestors back seven generations to enter the light if they had not done so previously. This time unlike July, I could feel them leaving my body, my cells emptying from their burdens, lightening my being. My body shook as they left and went to the light. I told them I loved them as they went.

The initiation of new blessing givers and the upgrades for current blessing givers was beautiful ceremony filled with joy and laughter.

My favorite was the Stargate meditation where as I meditated I saw the most amazing things. The music used is amazing (Dominus Cervix, John De  Haan) and takes a person where they individually need to go. I began in the room seeing Metatron's cube expand to encompass everyone in the room in its center. It continued to expand throughout the meditation. During this I journeyed past many times and places to a place filled with light where I felt such peace, love and gratitude that I cannot define the depths of my joy. The feeling was so powerful that I could feel the love and joy burst from my heart and enter the light I saw above me. Suddenly I realized everyone I was with in that room, heart had burst forth with the same love and joy and the light from them had joined with mine in that light above us. I could feel their heart energy and all out hearts beat in unison as they were all connected. Then all beings, plants and animals of the universe joined us as we began to dance with joy as our light being selves. We swayed and swirled to the music expressing our joy, love and gratitude to our God and the realization that we are all Divine and connected. God is inside us always! I truly wanted to stay in this place of Divine peace, joy and beauty but was reminded I needed to return to the earthly plane to fulfill my purpose. What amazed me most upon opening my eyes was the room was dark because I had been in a place of light. I was so excited to share what I saw and surprised that others had seen the same things!

I honestly look forward to a day where there are Oneness Communities where people live together in peace and love. I also look forward to the day when I return Home. So now I move forward on this earthly plane filled with knowing, the knowing that all is Divine! And so, our God blesses us with abundance.

Blessings of Peace, Love and Waves of Light.



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Blessings from the Divine

My life is truly blessed. All things happen in their time in a most perfect way as they are meant to be. 

Blessings, Peace and Love

Monday, October 7, 2013

Oneness Weekend - Edited

So much to say and write about I can hardly wait to write tonight!

My weekend was filled with seva (meaning service), blessings and beauty. I am not sure where to begin or how to explain the things I felt and saw with my heart! Every meditation and blessing took me higher and higher in my vibrations and my heart I have decided no words can do it justice!

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Blessed

So much is happening in my life and I am feeling so blessed! I cannot find words to express my love, peace and gratitude to The Creator of all that is. I am One with all that is! The Divine has blessed me. I am learning to see, to feel, to hear and to listen.

Many Blessings to All

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

From My Heart Space

Today I am led to write about my heart space. What is my heart space? This is a place where I go when I meditate and that  I retreat to when necessary.  It is the place I go that I link to my soul and to the Divine Creator of all that is, was and shall be.  It is a most beautiful place filled with profound peace and deep feeling. I confess that I see colors, beautiful colors and the fires of my heart's passion to honor life. I feel a pull on my heart as my mind and my thoughts fade away. Before I complete my transition to total heart space I often ask for guidance and help. I ask for peace and the ability to allow my love to shine to others and I ask for healing for others and myself. While in my heart space I only feel love, there is no fear and there are no worries. The sensation is as if there is a physical connection between my heart and the heart of the Divine. I feel so different when I am there and connected, at peace and so very loved  that I truly want to stay. However, I come back knowing I have a mission here on Earth that I must fulfill. It is a most wonderful thing to be blessed with purpose  and even better when we realize that all of our lives have purpose.

Pray for peace, healing and love.

May you feel peace and pure divine love.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

The Evolution of Animal Spirits

I Found this post on Facebook and I Thought I would Share Here

You can learn many many lessons from the animal kingdom. The animal kingdom has chosen also to embark upon its own evolution within the earth’s realm. They have their own spirit, for they are spirit. The animals can communicate to each other. You can also communicate to the animals through the thought process. If you develop those thought processes and attune them to those of the animal kingdom. The animal kingdom has come to learn the human element of the earth. Also many lessons. The animals will help you to feel compassion to feel love.

They come to this plane of existence knowing full well their destiny. But many of your animal kingdom, are also at this time feeling the vibration of the earth. For they are more in tune with the earths vibration than any human spirit.

And some of your animal kingdom is electing to leave this planet. Be aware, be aware and take notice. For not only the animals of the land. But also the aquatic life will also leave this earth plane. The whales have been persecuted, so have your dolphin.. They sing their songs in lament, and they weep.

But they are loyal, like most animals that you come into contact with; in regard to your, what you call your ‘pets’.

So too the aquatic life is there for a purpose. You do not see, you cannot understand within the limitations of your own human mind at this moment in time the results of what the animal kingdom do. But let me tell you, that when the whale sings and the dolphin cries, they do not just communicate to each other, they create a vibration of sound that seals itself around your earth plane. It is helping to heal the Earth. And once they have done their job, they will elect to leave. Be aware, be aware……..
(Source: Sue Dreamwalker www.suedreamwalker.Wordpress.com)

Artwork by Johnny Palacios Hidalgo



Excited!

I have made contact with the following recommended people for publishing my first book:
the editor, a cover designer and E publisher!

I am doing the happy dance in my heart!

I received guidance on my next book because I was at a standstill and so I am off to write.

Monday, September 2, 2013

The Rhinoceros Totem




  
      Spirit led me to draw the rhinoceros totem because of they are on the endangered species list and they are being poached for their horns just as the elephant is being killed for ivory tusks. The horns are poached and sold on the black market for People believing that grinding up the horns and consuming it has therapeutic properties. The horns are made of the same type of protein that makes up hair and fingernails. The rhinoceros is an ancient animal and their lineage can be traced back to the Miocene period (6 mya). The rhinoceros is a powerful animal with a thick skin. The rhino wants us to let what others say bounce off of us instead of letting ourselves be wounded.


     Rhinoceros is a solitary animal and teaches how to be comfortable with in your own self.
The Rhino often gives its totem people insight into their own past lives. People with a Rhino totem have a heightened sense of smell. The sense of smell is symbolic of higher discrimination, spiritual idealism and higher wisdom and Rhino gives all of these to their totem people.
Discriminate and don’t look at appearance only, go beyond and trust your intuition.


Ancient Wisdom        Know thyself Trust your inner wisdom      Discriminate

Rhinoceros facts
  • There are 2 species of African rhino and 1 species of Asian rhino, 1 species of Javan  rhino
  • Rhinos can gallop up to 30 miles per hour
  • Black rhino population down 97.6% since 1960

     Members of the rhinoceros family are characterized by their large size as well as by an herbivorous diet; a thick protective skin, relatively small brains for mammals this size and a large horn. They generally eat leafy material, although they may survive on more fibrous plant matter, if necessary. The two African species of rhinoceros lack teeth at the front of their mouths, relying instead on their powerful premolar and molar teeth to grind up plant food.


     The African rhino is divided into two species, the black rhino and the white rhino. White rhinos mainly live in South Africa, but they have also been reintroduced to Botswana, Namibia, Swaziland, and Zimbabwe. Southern white rhinos have been introduced to Kenya, Zambia, and Cote d’Ivoire. The majority of the black rhino population—98%—is concentrated in four countries: South Africa, Namibia, Zimbabwe, and Kenya. South Africa houses 40% of the total black rhino population. There are some black rhinos in the region spread between Cameroon and Kenya.
     In the wild, the adult black or white rhino has no predators except for humans. Rhinos are hunted and killed for their horns. The major demand for rhino horn is in Asia, where it is used in ornamental carvings and traditional medicine. Rhino horn is touted as a cure for hangovers, cancer, and impotence.  Their horns are not true horns; they are actually made of keratin—the same material that makes up our hair and nails. Truly, rhino horn is as effective at curing cancer as chewing on your fingernails.



   Animal Speak by Ted Andrews