I am not sure where to begin with my weekend. I had fully intended to be a blessing giver on Saturday, but found instead that it was a day meant to be filled with much cleansing and releasing of things that had caused me pain. Things that I thought had been let go of previously. There was pain caused by my mother that I thought I had released in July and the worst pain of my heart being the death of my father. I honestly thought I had gotten it all out when he passed away but in all honesty I was actually deeply wounded that he had left me behind. It seems that each processing takes one deeper into the root of our pain and allows us to wash it away by feeling it in the very core of our being before releasing it to God. People wash away their pain in a variety of ways such as crying, wailing, laughing, screaming, coughing and even vomiting during their release. After all this I felt drained of all energy and was grateful that I went to supper with good friends.
Sunday was beautiful with the inner child processing. I have the happiest child inside me, so curious and carefree it is just beautiful. There I was soaring with a hawk, chasing little yellow butterflies across the fields filled with flowers and picking flowers that were my mammaw's favorite. Then there was ancestor processing where we invited our ancestors back seven generations to enter the light if they had not done so previously. This time unlike July, I could feel them leaving my body, my cells emptying from their burdens, lightening my being. My body shook as they left and went to the light. I told them I loved them as they went.
The initiation of new blessing givers and the upgrades for current blessing givers was beautiful ceremony filled with joy and laughter.
My favorite was the Stargate meditation where as I meditated I saw the most amazing things. The music used is amazing (Dominus Cervix, John De Haan) and takes a person where they individually need to go. I began in the room seeing Metatron's cube expand to encompass everyone in the room in its center. It continued to expand throughout the meditation. During this I journeyed past many times and places to a place filled with light where I felt such peace, love and gratitude that I cannot define the depths of my joy. The feeling was so powerful that I could feel the love and joy burst from my heart and enter the light I saw above me. Suddenly I realized everyone I was with in that room, heart had burst forth with the same love and joy and the light from them had joined with mine in that light above us. I could feel their heart energy and all out hearts beat in unison as they were all connected. Then all beings, plants and animals of the universe joined us as we began to dance with joy as our light being selves. We swayed and swirled to the music expressing our joy, love and gratitude to our God and the realization that we are all Divine and connected. God is inside us always! I truly wanted to stay in this place of Divine peace, joy and beauty but was reminded I needed to return to the earthly plane to fulfill my purpose. What amazed me most upon opening my eyes was the room was dark because I had been in a place of light. I was so excited to share what I saw and surprised that others had seen the same things!
I honestly look forward to a day where there are Oneness Communities where people live together in peace and love. I also look forward to the day when I return Home. So now I move forward on this earthly plane filled with knowing, the knowing that all is Divine! And so, our God blesses us with abundance.
Blessings of Peace, Love and Waves of Light.
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