I wonder

I see that someone reads these every now and then but I wonder who and what they thought....

What I Want

I ask for world peace. I ask for mankind to unite and work as one to save our Earth and ourselves. I ask for the end of violence, of pollution, of greed, of destruction, of hate. I ask for people to be happy and come together to share their love for all things. I ask that the news focus on positive events instead of all the bad things that happen. That alone would begin to change people. I ask for us to see out similarities instead of our differences.

I ask this because:

I am peace, I am light and I am Pure Love. The Kingdom of God lies within me as it does in all people therefore, we are all peace, we are all light and we are all Love.

Shine your light like a beacon in the dark. Share it with others.

I AM
In Peace and Love

Be Careful What You Wish For...

     About five years ago I met a person at work that was my first experience ever with feeling like I had known a person before this lifetime. This person and I became very close friends. Our friendship led me to begin writing two stories that were interconnected as I tried to figure out what we had meant to each other previously.  At first the stories poured out of me, then after two years this friend lost their job to a reduction in force. Since then we rarely have contact because our lives traveled in very different directions.  My interest in the writing waned because I could not figure out what direction to take to finish the stories. I had kept them in several flash drives and at one time I nearly erased all versions of them. Over the next few years many things came up making me feel like I was falling apart. These things eventually led me to search for healing and to learn who I am.  

     In January this year, I found the stories while going through a flash drive and reread them. I wanted and needed them to be finished. I told a friend about them and she told me that my guides wanted me to finish them because I needed to share them with others that they would tell people what they needed to know. I began writing and revising one of the stories but it seemed I was getting nowhere because of my never ending work. I was so frustrated I told my spirit guides that if they wanted me to finish these stories they were going to have to find a way to make me stay home from work. The next day I became ill with the flu and a severe upper respiratory infection. I spent the next seven days home from work writing whenever I felt able and it was nearly three months before I completely recovered.

     The first book was finished in early spring and I am now working on the second one only this time I did not request to be forced to write. It was my first lesson in manifestation and one that had to be learned. Be careful what you wish for because you get what you ask for.

P.S. As I sit here writing this someone I knew once and loved dearly sits with me smoking their cigarette because I can smell it. 

The Evolution of a Soul: Della’s Story  to be published in 2014.

The Angel Dream

This time an angel was in her dream. She recognized him instantly even though he had not been in her dreams for a few years. He picked her up kissing her lips passionately. In her dreams before the angel had always kissed her on the forehead, but this time it was very intimate. He wrapped his wings around her holding her close.

    “Where have you been?” Marianne asked the dream angel. “I have been missing you for the longest time.”

    “And I have missed you but you have not needed me until now” it replied his voice inside her head and his lips not moving. “It is time now.”

    “It is time?” She looked at him blankly not remembering. “It is time for what?”

    The angel smiled and spoke, “You will be waking up soon.”

   “What? Why? And why are you smiling when you say that?” she burst into tears. “You know how I love dreaming about you.”

    “Don’t cry my sweetness,” his voice said softly inside her mind. “I told you we would be together for real someday even though it won’t be for long the time is close.”  The angel wiped her tears and whispered, “I am real now. You will see. You are going to have to wake up my sweet; it is time now for you to begin your purpose.”

    “Are you sure?”

    “Yes, I am sure. You will realize it consciously in time. I promise.” He held her close and pressed his perfect glimmering lips to hers. Then he kissed her forehead gently placing her back in the bed where she slept peacefully.

The Butterflies

The brilliant yellow sun was shining brightly in  the azure sky. A gentle breeze blew causing the leaves to rustle softly as the branches swayed gently. Puffy cotton-like clouds floated across the sky ever changing their shapes from nothing into animals and back to nothing. She sat crossed-legged in the grass on a blanket with her eyes closed soaking in the sun's warmth and light. Her heart felt peaceful and carefree as birds twittered and sang in the trees above her. She opened her eyes and watched a small yellow butterfly dancing across in front of her. It met with another butterfly and their dances joined as one. In their dance they began to spiral around around each other as if they were intertwining  their lives and hearts together as one. She closed her eyes briefly and saw them again in her mind. She smiled for it really was a most beautiful thing as she realized they were one with her.

All I have to say is...

A Moment of Reflection

It all began day when I was telling a friend that we moved many times when I was a child. It seemed that I was always the new kid and I am sure my sister felt the same way. I am thankful we always had each other. My friend asked me why I thought we moved and I couldn't answer. I was thinking about that this morning as I lay in bed and felt pain in my leg at my knee traveling up my thigh bone. I have never had that pain before. Perhaps it was a coincidence or perhaps it signified something of which  I cannot remember. In the conversation with my friend she asked what I remembered  and I honestly don't remember much of anything that would cause my parents to move so much. I remembered them fighting but I don't know what they fought about. At least until I was older. I remembered my mother's explosive temper and that she threw things and broke things when she was angry. I thought maybe they were just unhappy with their lives or escaping something. I told her that I had played outside most of the time, stayed in my room and read a lot. My friend said she understood why I was very solitary person and that she believed I had been protected by higher beings which is why I didn't remember what they fought about. I know my parents loved me but I think they each had their own issues that they brought with them. I feel as if my father was my protector, getting between me and my mother and that she was jealous of me. Why? I have no idea.  I have heard that I was energetic, hyper, unfocused, and immature (a typical kid that would be diagnosed ADHD today). I recall living in my imagination, spending time with people my age or younger, drawing, reading and spending so much time alone outside in my head pretending. I pretended to be animals quite often. I watched animals outside and I read books on animals. I was fascinated with anything to do with nature. Today I realize that those are all things that I still enjoy so I really am the same as when I was a child. (YAY for the inner child!) I spend my workdays with younger people (teaching), I love animals (drawing and watching them), I am fascinated still by the complexities of life and nature, I enjoy reading and love writing.  There was an in between time between childhood and a few years ago where I did not do these things I love.

I know I have probably rambled on but some days that is how my brain works. Maybe I am ADHD who knows? Back to the thought about moving...sort of...I decided to work on understanding why we moved and realized that I miss my father, mother and sister. I feel as if my sister knew everything that went on and that she kept it all inside her. Me? I am still clueless. Can I ask some one about it? No. The three of them passed away within nine years of each other leaving me here to fulfill my purpose that I might not have begun while they were still here.  I do know that I am on a path toward that.

A Prayer for Mother Earth

 Creator of All That Is and the Oneness of the Universe,

I pray for the Great Mother your daughter and sustainer of all life. I pray for her and all your children be they plant, animal or man. I pray for the recovery and healing of all living things. I pray for the recovery and healing of all things for we are all interconnected and as One with you  Great Father. I pray that we can heal and restore balance. I pray for love, pure love, to flood our hearts from our souls. Love that looks beyond appearances and greed, love that accepts and heals. I pray that we forgive ourselves and live from our hearts rather than our minds. In love we heal. In love we can restore. In love we realize our connection to our Creator, to the Great Spirit, to God, to Jesus, to Buddha, to Allah, to our own soul and to all things.

May you bless us with hearts filled with pure love.

~Kelly Jeter
   2013

The Corporate World Continues to Ravage Mother Earth.



The corporate world continues to ravage Mother Earth. I ask what are you doing to our home? Do you not love our planet? Is your mind so filled with illusion that you cannot see what damage you are doing? I wish you could understand that what you do hurts others. If you continue on your path do you not see that you will eventually destroy your own home? That you too will have no safe water to drink? Please wake up! Work on safer methods of energy! There is wind energy, solar energy and water energy that is not harmful. Be creative and make it accessible to all people! Open your hearts and you minds and consider the welfare of your children and grandchildren.

I post this with great respect to our Mother Earth and pray that you will turn from destruction to healing her. I pray too that you awaken to her greatness and begin to feel your connection to her and the Oneness of All That Is.

In Peace, Light and Love.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Guardian

She was tired, starving and totally exhausted with the battle of living a life that was day after day an uphill battle to keep her head above water. She had a stack of bills that she had continually robbed Peter to pay Paul. She could not figure a way out and she didn’t even have credit cards. She had no friends to help her, no parents to bail her out and no spouse or boyfriend for moral support. To top it all off she had told her druggie boyfriend of the past five months she had just missed her period. He took all of her cash and he ditched her by simply disappearing off the face of the planet. She now knew that she would in the months to come she would be in the same predicament with another person to take care of and be responsible for. Her last job had fizzled out when the business had gone under and finding a new job was impossible because of her lack of skills so she had been evicted from her rented room. She could not bring herself to prostitute out her body in fact, she thought she’d rather die.

She sat on the curb and began crying. People passed her on the sidewalk and not one of them seemed the slightest bit concerned why a nineteen year old girl would be sitting on the curb crying her eyes out while dirty water ran over her feet from the flooded streets into the sewer. She herself didn’t even care because as she sat there in the rain she was contemplating killing herself. She pulled a knife from her pocket and placed the point against her skin. How could she raise another human being when she wasn’t even capable of taking care of herself and she wasn’t even worthy of living herself? She drew the knife across her flesh pressing with the intent to slice open her vein. Nothing happened! The knife was so dull that it was completely useless! She couldn’t even kill herself. She took the final steps toward the bottom of her despair and made up her mind to step out into the street in front of a car or a bus. She attempted to stand wobbling unsteadily on her feet. As she considered her new found focus to step in front of the next vehicle she stared down the street for the right opportunity to present itself to her.

Suddenly she felt a hand grasp her hand gently and she dropped her gaze to the ground while the owner of the hand guided her away from the street. When she raised her eyes to see who had taken her hand and guided her away from the street all she saw at first was the purest pillar of light in the place of a human being. The light made her feel safe and loved. She blinked and there before her was a bent old woman with gray hair smiling at her. The old woman offered to buy her breakfast and walked with her to a nearby diner. As they ate the woman asked her to tell why she had been so close to taking her life. The girl explained her predicament to the old woman and the old woman listened carefully allowing the girl to feel her grief. When the girl finished the old woman smiled and told the girl that God had sent the girl to help her and she explained to the girl her predicament of being alone and diagnosed with cancer. She offered the girl to live with her if she would help her with things as she grew weaker. The young girl agreed and thought it would only be a temporary fix to her problem. She spent nearly a year with the woman and had her baby there at her new home. She cared for the old woman doing all she could to make her last days on Earth days of peace and joy. The baby brought joy to the old woman’s eyes every time she held her. She loved holding and rocking the baby.

One night the old woman passed away and the young woman cried with the grief of losing a loved one. She decided to stay at the house as long as she possibly could and through the funeral. At the funeral no one attended except the girl, her baby, a priest and a lawyer. After the funeral the lawyer came to her and told her she needed to hear what the woman’s will said. She went to the lawyer’s office and he read her the will. The old woman had left her the house and millions of dollars. It was enough money for her to live comfortably the rest of her life and start a shelter for young people who were in a predicament similar to the one she had once been in. The shelter offered rooms, jobs, food and schooling to give the people skills to become guardians to others. The girl walked the streets looking for great beings of light that knew not what they were. When she found them her own light shone its brightest.

 

Of Dreaming and Groundhogs - edited

Early this morning as I lay dreaming a groundhog come to me in the dream. I cannot remember much else other than him coming to me several times during the dream. I took this to mean that the groundhog would be the subject of my next animal totem drawing and then I read his meaning. Now I am not so sure that that is the only reason. The groundhog totem is the symbol of opening fully to the dreamtime and of exploring altered states of consciousness more fully. Dreams will have great significance and how to go into unconsciousness without harm. Lessons associated with death, dying and its processes will begin to surface. The groundhog can teach people about metabolic control.

You are being asked to explore altered states of consciousness deeper. The answers are within you – however you just have not dug deep enough to find the root of it. Groundhog can also be letting you know that you need to pay attention to your metabolism. Be aware of how your diet influences your natural bodies cycles and to make dietary adjustments to balance the workings of your body.

I have had some significant and strange dreams in the past year and I am fully capable of knowing I am dreaming and may exit the dream at will. My new dreams are often strangely realistic and rarely the bizarre hodgepodge of assorted thoughts from earlier times but more like living another life. I can spend significant time between dreaming and waking where my mind seems to be in a calm and peaceful state. So I am curious now is groundhog is here to teach me about dreams on my journey down my path? I believe the answer is yes!

 

Just have to say....

I just have to say I have thee most wonderful friends!

Things I notice in Meditation

When I meditate I can feel myself leaving. I see  pulses of light and color moving from small to large spreading outward. I see gentle flames spreading outward from around me while I am in my heart space. When I come back in from meditating I see  large  pulses of light and color shrinking to small.
Sometimes when I meditate I just don't want to come back to the world.

Looking Inward

Why look inward?

Discover the real you, your connection to your soul. We are all pure love, peace and pure light! We chose to be here and chose our paths and our soul is so much more than we can imagine, connected to our higher self (soul) by a silvery silk-like thread. It is a thread that allows communication with our higher soul.  Are we always connect to our higher soul? Yes, we are, but we do not always choose to do what our soul guides us with because we have free will and may choose to not listen. Not listening makes our journey more difficult until we choose to listen and walk the path for our highest good. This thread that links us to our higher soul does not  break from this body until we pass on. Why do I say pass on and not die? Our soul does not die. Passing on is what happens to us when our body expires. Our soul doesn't die it simply passes on to the next dimension we are ready for or the next experience we choose. We are all creative intelligence and can create what we want and what we think. The more positive our thoughts the better our life will seem to us. It is as simple as what my mother used to say, "You can create your own heaven or your own hell right here on Earth." If we ask we will receive what we ask for. God is the universe and supplies us with all we need. You ask what about the needy, broken, and poor and I say give. Even if it seems that they don't ask. Even if it seems they choose to suffer, give. That is a lesson. If we give then they receive and the more people that share and give then the more balanced the world becomes. We are divine beings and if we look inside and choose to live that then we share our divine love.

We are not this earthly body, but a powerful being of light and love with a sliver of a  connection to this body. Many of us are waiting to wake up and discover our true potential. We can change anything we want to change, create peace, defeat fear and hunger. We are not what people say to us, we are not what we fear, we are not the rules and restrictions we have imposed on us by our families and society. We are who we choose to be here on Earth plane and yet our souls are pure love. We have selected our lessons, our goals and made a plan that is intertwined within other plans. Everything is a part of a larger picture, from the electrons and protons of our atoms, to our matter, to our cells, to our bodies, to our planet, to our solar system, to our galaxy to our universe and finally to God. We are All divine beings, we are All part of God and God is part of Us. And while God may have different names in each belief system there is One God. We are ONE with GOD.

Of Dreaming and Groundhogs

Early this morning as I lay dreaming a groundhog come to me in the dream. I cannot remember much else other than him coming to me several times during the dream. I took this to mean that the groundhog would be the subject of my next animal totem drawing and then I read his meaning. Now I am not so sure that that is the only reason. The groundhog totem is the symbol of opening fully to the dreamtime and of exploring altered states of consciousness more fully. Dreams will have great significance and how to go into unconsciousness without harm. Lessons associated with death, dying and its processes will begin to surface. The groundhog can teach people about metabolic control.

You are being asked to explore altered states of consciousness deeper. The answers are within you – however you just have not dug deep enough to find the root of it. Groundhog can also be letting you know that you need to pay attention to your metabolism. Be aware of how your diet influences your natural bodies cycles and to make dietary adjustments to balance the workings of your body.

I have had some significant and strange dreams in the past year and I am fully capable of knowing I am dreaming and may exit the dream at will. My new dreams are often strangely realistic and rarely the bizarre hodgepodge of assorted thoughts from earlier times but more like living another life. I can spend significant time between dreaming and waking where my mind seems to be in a calm and peaceful state. So I am curious now is groundhog is here to teach me about dreams on my journey down my path? I believe the answer is yes!

 

It Is All About Listening - Revised

Today I sat wondering what I should draw next in my animal totem series. Suddenly I heard "walrus." I thought to myself, "Really a walrus, What on earth for? are you serious?" Again came the word "walrus." I was a bit confused and asked why not a fox or goat? I heard the voice  insist that it must be a walrus that I draw first. Then it would be okay to draw a goat and a fox after the walrus was finished. So tomorrow I begin my walrus totem drawing. When Spirit speaks I am learning to listen. Once I made a list of animals to draw I got a request for a drawing for someone I know. I just love the Divine!

Well, The walrus is done and I am content with him. I am so excited to see who the walrus will belong to!

The Water Molecule Story: How We Are All Interconnected. Part one

When the molecule of water first became aware he was residing in the body belonging to a beautiful soul. The water molecule could not see the body of the souls but knew he was one with her. As she held her child she had given birth to for the first time and thanked God for her, the water molecule was released from her tear duct and streamed with many other molecules down her cheek falling onto her baby's blanket. He still felt safe because he was surrounded by many other molecules and knew there was safety in numbers. The water molecule was confused at first for he had been with her body many years before he worked his way into her tear duct. In fact he had forgotten that at one time he had been in a handful of stream water she had drank as a child.

He became scared when one by one the other molecules around him began disappearing into thin air. He wondered where they went and shook with his fear. Suddenly he was free, free of his fear and floating in the air. He saw the other water molecules floating freely in the air zipping around joyously. So intense was their joy that he forgot his fear and joined them. He watched the woman hold her baby and felt the love she had for the small being she held and it made him happy. The air unit came on at the hospital and he watched the woman and baby get smaller and smaller as he got further away. He and many other molecules went through the ductwork and were released outside into the bright sunlight.

The water molecule hovered over the grass near the hospital and could see other molecules joining him. The sun was hot and drew him upward with millions of other water molecules. As they rose higher and higher the began to cool and so they began to collect together until they became a cloud. At first the cloud was light and airy and the water molecule could see the earth below and marveled at all the greens of the plants. More and more water molecules joined him in the cloud and the cloud became large, dark, heavy and way too crowded. Thunder rumbled and lightning flashed. The hot air mass that the cloud was in, had met with a cooler air mass and water molecules joined together to fall as rain drops. He joined with many other molecules and fell with them when it was their turn.

As they plummeted to Earth he wondered if it would be painful when he hit. Upon impact he had no pain and simply slid into the liquid that was the puddle in a field to be surrounded by his friends realizing that his fear had been unwarranted. Other molecules were in the puddle with the water molecules making the water appear muddy and opaque. Slowly he felt the pull of gravity sucking him down into the soil with many other water molecules. He stayed in the dark soil for a short while.

He noticed something huge and white moving towards him and watched as the tube sucked up other water molecules around him. They rose up a long tube and were fed into the leaves of a plant. He found a place to hid and watched his friends one by one serve their purpose. Some of his friends became partners with chlorophyll and made food for the plant, others were given of as part of transpiration at night. He stayed in the plant for a growing season and soon became a part of a caterpillar as it munched on the plant's leaves. Inside the caterpillar he joined other water molecules from the leaf and they were distributed throughout the caterpillar's body. His group of molecules went into the caterpillar's circulatory system where they remained until the caterpillar morphed into a butterfly.

The butterfly floated from flower to flower sucking up nectar. Finally it was time for her to lay eggs and she found a spot to release the eggs onto a suitable safe plant.

It is all about Listening

Today I sat wondering what I should draw next in my animal totem series. Suddenly I heard "walrus." I thought to myself, "Really a walrus, What on earth for? are you serious?" Again came the word "walrus." I was a bit confused and asked why not a fox or goat? I heard the voice  insist that it must be a walrus that I draw first. Then it would be okay to draw a goat and a fox after the walrus was finished. So tomorrow I begin my walrus totem drawing. When Spirit speaks I am learning to listen. Once I made a list of animals to draw I got a request for a drawing for someone I know. I just love the Divine!